i love both you and the german language way too much
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Donnerstag, Juli 28, 2005
i'm going to miss suzanne a ton when i go to college...there's definitely like a month or less left 'til the test and then I'm just...done. very very done. *cries*
(okay i didn't really cry. that was just a literary device.)
6:11 AM
Montag, Juli 18, 2005
I can't tell if I don't have time for things, or if I just don't care.
But life is pretty happy, if kinda...isolated? I dunno. It's nice though. Harry Potter made me cry like tons today. I should be doing homework. I will be soon. I'm not going to Jon's this weekend :( but I am going to Jennifer's :) that looks parenthesized more than emoted. ah well.
on the off chance anyone I've been neglecting is reading this--I love you!
7:37 PM
Sonntag, Juli 10, 2005
my family just had a mini family dinner and forgot to call me. aaah i'm having a total youngest child more upset than is called for moment but i'm really angry and hurt and sad and ack! i know it's not personal and i know i'm capable of doing that to people but for whatever reason today was not the day for me to feel forgotten!!!!!! aah i am angry. wah.
5:13 PM
I don't care that I'm being horribly inefficient or that it always takes me a year and a half to do computations and that fact will cause my quiz/test grades to suffer! I've been learning and understanding things and I must continue to believe that I don't suck at math, and, dammit, I'm having FUN listening to music and strolling through my homework. Yay math! I like you.
also, i feel good this morning, which I haven't been doing much recently. I'm sad about how soon we're going to college. and obviously i've been dealing with that by holing myself up inside my house? great plan. but right now i'm quite happy. yay being happy.
i've kinda been sucking at life, recently. sorry.
11:31 AM
Sonntag, Juli 03, 2005
I ran the road race this morning. Among other things, it was slow, but somehow strong, in it’s own way. I’m glad I did it and if I run every race this season I should walk away with a t-shirt or whatever they give out for age groups at the end of the season. I was second in my age group...beat by a 12-year-old...the funniest part was that she was from Weston. what is it about that town? Also I was just slow...but the weston thing makes me laugh.
erin and i had a good night. allison is bonding with her other maggie who will be going to school near her next year, but I am not jealous. no not at all. but erin and I. we drove around fairfield some, (for a couple of semi-silly reasons) then ended up at the beach, part of which path we considered a “re-enactment” of the Night of the Sketchiness. We saw fireworks in Norwalk and a few other unidentified towns probably in CT, and also a ton of towns’ fireworks on long island. It was cool. we also went on the swings, then came back to my house and watched serendipity. I like movies with happy endings, but i dislike having to go through all that stress to get to the ending. if anything, knowing how it turns out makes the stress more painful. i will think about this and maybe some day I will try to explain it.
looking at the technical date, i realize that we moved here 14 years ago todya. definitely worked out well for me, at least. every year that passes makes the fact that we ever lived in brooklyn less and less significant. i feel bad for mommy’s sake that i don’t identify with it at all, but what can you do? i’m a connecticuter and a westporter and i guess that only makes sense.
1:22 AM
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